nah but don't worry dude, I have monstrous AF right now too. Been goin on for 7 years, since I was 19 ffs, am almost 27 now and I feel the worst I have ever felt...
Feels GREAT !!
You just have to think about one thing:
you could actually have been poor, and not have the incredible luxury of staying at home and being able to pay for the meds. I realize I have shelter every day and the ability to pay for the HTMA and meds.
Could be better, that's for sure...but could be a lot WORSE !!
Be patient with NB. I've read so much good about it, and not bulls**t success stories. Real anecdotes.
Hang in there buddy ! And stay informed.