please can you explain a little bit more this process. So I can go to my doctor and explain it to him so he can help me.... I am desperate, not so much for the pain as for the physiological burden that this disease represent. I got this disease the past October and since then I can't concentrate or function. I am crying most of the time and I am about to lose the person I most love in my life. I am so depressed...!! I just want to die....