I know I'm not the one being asked but I think I will chime in to say that you are being drugged, poisoned if you prefer that word. Sounds like you have a bad case of candida to me. Have you tried taking vitamin C to bowel tolerance to see if it will help you with your symptoms? That helps my son with his depression and brain fog from candida, but it might not help if you are eating starches and refined sugars. I hope from what you have said that you are not. The vitamin C won't kill the candida, but it might help your symptoms become more tolerable while you figure out how to deal with it. Our experience is that it only helps these "brain" symptoms if you take it nearly to bowel tolerance so it doesn't matter if you take 20 grams a day if that amount doesn't get you near to bowel tolerance.