Ok, I read a little more....It may very well be that you just had a bad reaction to the Wormwood , but I get the feeling that what your experiencing could be that things were off/out of balance before (something made you start Humaworm in the first place) and the cleanse stirred things up and you quit cleansing prematurely, out of fear...and you're sort of 'stuck' in die-off. I did this too and it's my biggest regret because it allowed the worms to proliferate, blah blah...this isn't your issue, but you definitely have worms, as WE ALL do. But I think you have some underlying things, like possibly AF or a bad reaction due to previous recreational drug use? Also, you seem very closed off to idea of additional cleansing/diet change/all the typical things that one HAS to do to get on the path to health. It sucks, but you have to. Strict diet is the absolute hardest thing for me. But if you read the success stories on here, the one thing they ALL have in common is STRICT adherence to protocols that they have put continual planning & research in and RESOLVE. The energy in their posts is very positive and serious. Everyone who claims they are healed, did so little by little; trying this and that and it took years. The changes may seem insignificant and hopeless, but indeed are absolute necessities. For ex, you mention your vit D levels are low but you "seriously doubt it would make any difference"...stop doubting and get some sunshine! Why do you think it is known to have high Depression in Seattle or in Alaska during the dark season? You HAVE to try different protocols, You HAVE to change your diet, and you HAVE to change your attitude that is planted in despair and attacking mode; (wormwood is not the devil) and this site did not cause what ails you. While you curse it, I thank GOD for it. And obviously you keep coming back, so can't be that bad ;o) Whatever is going on with you, cleansing is the start. Cleansing at a cellular level. Research what the best path is according to what your instincts tell you, but just start trying things.