You're not alone! There aren't really docs in US either (maybe a few).
I feel for you Luce, alL I can say is hang in there. Drugs never helped me, not that I took that one, but they always seem to cause another issue, so maybe stick out your natural journey.
Have you considered a full body detox? Going in order is supposed to help:
The Master Cleanse helps me heal faster, but maybe not sure if it is right for you. There really aren't any short cuts to health as far as I know.
Have you had the metal out of your mouth? Do you possibly have dental infections, like maybe a cavitation? I am getting checked for that soon, people have found relief from the fatigue from that.
All I can say is figure out how you can decrease the load on your organs by cleaning them out, and clean the diet up too. Get to bed at 8 oclock if you have to, be good to yourself, think good things and do the things you like doing.
And I have big ups and downs too, so I'm sure that is part of healing. Hope you feel better very soon Luce, and just keep going, you will get there:)!!!!