Thanks for your replies! I'm doing one more round of meds (I think) and then I'm going to follow Onwards herbal recipe and Humaworm for awhile and then switch back on to meds. That's my next plan of action anyway so I will see how it goes. I think I need to take a med break for a bit.
Honestly, I don't know how I live through this either. I just take it day by day, I have turned back to my faith and say a lot of prayers along with trying to heal myself of this dastardly infection.
I haven't thought of journaling but that is a really good suggestion. Thanks!