my current situation: I want to move to nyc and get an apartment and job while taking acting classes. My problem is that i dont want to ride in stuffed subways and walk the streets passing millions of people smelling. I have been to nyc twice and the second experience was horrific I was blantatly verbally harrased when i passed people including the police the subway was hell. I have no clue what to do. I dont know if I smell because I havent left my house all summer and if i do i leave at 6:00 am to do errands when every one is alseep. Im currently taking Bowel Cleanse by renewal life for the past 2 weeks idk if i improved. Any suggestions or pep talks?