I do know how you feel. I've prayed too, no miracles have happened for me. I've been really sick with this since the beginning of this year, I can't even imagine suffering for years with this, in fact it already feels like I've been suffering for years! I can barely function, I should be bed ridden or on an icu unit somewhere which, who knows I may be after my appt if I get so lucky. I have to force myself daily to function like a normal person and it's no easy task. The meds are costing me an arm and a leg as I'm already on a limited budget. I haven't been able to purchase anything for myself besides worm meds for months. I'm not homeless..yet but who knows if this lasts for years and years I may well be.