You are not alone, I was at the bottom too...I wanted my spirit back. these parasites were controlling my mood, mental state and appetite. Starting my fourth month of cleansing. Big difference in my mentally. I do not question how or why. I just do what I have to do to get rid of what's in me. Yesterday, I expelled one - 18 inch, 15 inch and 7 inch "skins"...OMG! I felt - it doesn't stop...I still have three areas of biting. The biting is fainter but they are still there. So please hang in there and do what you have to do to heal yourself. The more you get rid of them the better and happier you will start feeling.