I would and I want to, but I can't, my parents took my phone away.
I need to go to a clinic or something to get tested for STDs or diseases, don't I? I haven't eaten or slept much and I can't stop showering, I just feel dirty. I don't know if that's normal or not.
I know he cares about me. But I can't see him or talk to him. My parents grounded me. I don't even know if either one of them have been arrested yet. My parents won't tell me anything.
I searched for "Statutory rape" to see what the charges were and for some states you can get a life or death sentence. I don't know if that's 100% true or just the website. But if it is true I want to see him one last time. I know my parents will never let me, but I just want to say goodbye. I want this to be over.