Re: Parasites in head
I understand what you are saying. This horror has taken 12 years of my life so far- more than a decade. I don't understand God at all, but you are very right that all this horror that keeps happening to me, even apart from the illness, has been a great awakening for me and for my mother. God has spared us from the big lies and delusions that the majority of the world lives in.
However, it is very difficult to function while so ill. When you lack sleep, the constant torment of the parasites, the nausea, the whole body discomfort that comes with it all it prevents me from being able to live a normal life, or a lot of time to even be able to concentrate or have peace. I have been experiencing constant moderate to severe nausea for about a week now and stomach pain. I have felt very alone in all of this. People treating me like a leper where I live. After so many years of begging the Lord for help it makes me feel like He doesn't care.
Someone has shared a glimmer of hope for me in a pm. Will be following up on that. We'll see what happens.