I think you need to look at yourself and put it down on paper about your situation. First ask yourself why are friends leaving you? Be honest to yourself and ask, what do you do wrong? I would change myself to see the change you want to se in others. You cannot run from this trouble, because then you will run wherever you go. Solve it now, I know if you put your mind to it you can do it.
Why do you say that all your friends are hypocrites?
Take things lightly. There are many fishes in the ocean. It is very hard to lose relationships and not feel down about it. But you will make new friends. Also sun always shines tomorrow after a gloomy day. Smile and the world will smile with you. Fake it till you get it.
I would like you to see this video, it will blow your mind.