I know exactly how you feel !! I can go on and on with tons of embarassing and hurtful stories..Sorry , just started crying , wish we could talk via email or something . Was told to order Tetley British Black Premium Tea , I'm waiting for its arrival from Amazon . To everyone on here , I love you all! I live and feel your pain ! I'm making drastic life changes on every level , we aren't privy to live "normal , carefree" lives . This is torture ladies and gents . I hope this Tea helps , I have great hygiene , I just suffer from TMAU . Some people should count their blessings for dodging this curse , smdh .