Your post scares me... Trust in the Creator?? There are 1000's of children dying every day!! Starving!! Billions of animals getting their throats slit!! The planet being raped and pillaged!! If you're putting your trust in the Creator... you will surely DIE of starvation!!
YOU ARE THE CREATOR!!
If one thing does not work. Do something else... do it all. But do not sit an wait for anyone to help you but YOU!
Fasting is not a cure all. You will have to decide to get healthy or die of starvation. It's obvious fasting is not helping you. Accept that and do something else.
I avoided surgery for 4 years and tried everything... I was at peace knowing I had done that and my final option was what I did... how long are you going to wait???
Yes.. doctors are knife happy. Yes,, I despise them as much as you. BUT sometimes,,,,, when nothing else works, they can help!