Hey, thanks for the advice. Have you beaten it completely?
Really happy for you, that sounds like a mirage at this point.
I find this so unbearable, at this age, especially when it comes into social dynamics.
I find embarrassing reveling this problem to people. They think I'm just crazy, that, all of the sudden, I stopped drinking and smoking, going out, eating regular meals... My dating life is just ridiculous. Who is going to want to date someone that cannot even go out for a dinner?
I'm trying to stay positive, but it's hard. I don't really see the end of this. Also online, all I read is about people being stuck with it, and not killing it..
I have nightmares where I dream about eating things that I'm not supposed to. I cannot even imaging what it would be to have my life back. To be able to have a drink. To eat some pasta. Damn, I will stop, I don't want to depress you all. Sorry, I guess this forum is my only place where I can get these things out.