Re: Really, really depressed
One of the saddest days I had since I found out I had Morgellons is the day I was taking a shower and this little blue dot came from my skin somewhere and fell on the shower floor.
I had gotten very quick at picking up odd looking items that came out of me, so I scooped it up before it went down the drain. I found out out later these particular Morgellons particles were called quantum dots. The absolutely evil aspect here is that under my microscope it was in the shape of a heart on white paper, something like this:
It was bright blue and the size of the point of blue sharpie. It dissolved fairly quickly after that. I don't know how it managed to maintain it's structural integrity inside my body, with all those fluids.
It was then that I realized that not only was someone/s trying to kill me, but they were having a d--n fine time at it also.
I love my country, I believed in 'America, home of the free and the brave,' and it broke my heart.
Oh well, now I'm really on the pity pot. Time to go meditate.