Haha no i dont have body dysmorphia. Like i said im aware that on these fotos they look perfectly fine. Its because i know how to treat the skin to get temporary results. I may will post some pictures when the skin is bad and you can actually see the EC.
Keeping your lips covered with Aquaphor avoids any build up and once you apply some oil the skin starts to pull together and creates the optical illusion of healthy skin with vertikal lines etc. but once you let them alone the skin starts to dissolve from the lower layer and would die and peel.
I do nothing more than suppress the symptoms. Thats why my lips feel horrible when i took the pictures, even if they look good from the outside.