Hi Carl, thanks a lot for your words, sometimes it gets quite lonely in this battle, im losing the few frinds I had..during the last month I've started to think I'm becoming schizophrenic, my mind is just f***ed. I'm really sorry to hear that you've being fighting 'that' something for so long. I hope you'll make it. the only option we have is to endure i guess.
I've been trying to find Nystatin in my country with no success, which again brings me into this state of complete inaction and confusion, I'm damn lost.