The only reason you are unable to see Rainy's wicked and religiously arrogant hostile and abusive pre-emptive ad hominem attacks is that you have chosen to be willfully blind to it. You are aware that she has apologized for her misbehavior but even still are you stubbornly and hard heartedly, pridefully refusing to see it? I already provided a list of the 20 ad hominem attacks she pre-empively launched into which you are free to go back and look at, but what you have heretofore been blind to, you will likely continue in your blindness. You are apparently incapable of the type of unbiased fair mindedness that would allow you to see truth for what it is and to stop referring to truth as a lie.
Since your blind religious bias towards catholic originated Dogma has been preventing you from seeing the truth to this point and since you are not willing to repent of your willful sin which includes idolatry to religious dogma and to the counterfeit whore church system in which this false dogma originated, then most likely you will continue only to call good evil and to call evil good. You are in a truly dark place spiritually, so caught up in blind hypocrisy, so far out of alignment with the Heavenly Father, with Lord Jesus and with Spirit and Truth. Instead of being a follower of Lord Jesus and of the Heavenly Father, you are instead a prosthelyte of false religion. As i have said before, you really need a lot of deliverance.