ah thanks for the reply
you sound a lot like me
i'm curious to know what other things you've given up
things you say you're allergic to
the most sinful things i eat are lemons, limes, and carrots
(and some other controversial foods like nonfat plain yogurt, eggs, and some tofu...)
i think citrus is ok
but just like you said so perfectly "why not just cut those things out for 3-6 months and suck it up...and don't give those suckers any extra food?? starve them to DEATH and be STRICT as hell until you are in the clear. then you won't ever have to worry about this crazy diet again."
if i know what to do i do it
unfortunatley i don't know everything that's right and wrong for me still
i am closer that i have ever been
and maybe i am just still feeling waves of die off, but i am not sure
i just want to be ok already
though i only got reallllly good and serious about 6 weeks ago... before that didn't count because i was still eating a lot of apples and grains . . .
i am nervous that i will never fully heal
i go in waves of being so excited and proud of myself for doing all i can
and then i get frustrated wondering if i am doing enough ...
that's why reading this forum is good
so i know i am not alone
thanks for reading my minirant