I am not anywhere near as educated as you are in the ways of balance.
[So please bear with me] I was always laughed at or skeptically perused for saying ""I feel there is a "plumb line" in life"", and for asking if others don't see or just feel it so clearly.
It goes from above my head - straight through my spirit and life to the end of my feet. [energy? self?]
I always explained it as such:
"it is like a guitar: when it's out of tune you can feel it"
my line is off - my spirit is out of place.
"I feel like my soul does not fit in my skin"
this was in my twenties and thrities, these days I feel so disconnected - sometimes I don't even know if there is a spirit within.
You give me hope.... [ my line was true all along!!!]