Thanks to everyone on here responding to my messages. I know my life isn't over but it feels like it is, this is the worst I have ever felt about myself my whole life. Is there anyone in person I can talk to that anyone knows of? I mean like a counselor or something, I have to talk to someone about it that isn't going to judge me like family or freinds would. I am also going to talk to the girl I was talking about tonight about it. If she doesn't understand and be okay with it then noone will. Razorbladez message posted about people with herpes dating "in the family" is exactly the type of thing I'm talking about. That girl feels like her life is over, how can I do that to someone I care about?