It's anatural reaction to be grossed out at first, but eventually you'll shift into acceptance and being thrilled to at
doing the cleanse, and getting these uninviteds out.
I've been grinding up my own cloves and putting them into caps, to make sure I'm killing the eggs.
I also do the Bentonite & Psyllium shakes (I get mine at the health food store: NOW foods brand, very cost effective, good quality), and I put a few drops of garlic tincture, grapefruit seed oil,or cayenne tincture in it.
To move your bowels, maybe you could try cascara sargrada (aged powder), which I've used for a while and never had problems. It, too, has parasite killing properties.
Another thing to try, old remedy, is pumpkn seeds, raw. Eat a bunch, and an hour later follow up with cascara sagrada to move it out.
Garlic, lots of garlic: in tincture, raw in dressings, cut up in stir fry/anything you eat.
All of the above you can get at the haelth food store, some at your grocery store.
Just adjust your diet: once you see some results, you'll be encouraged to go on.
Just remenmber, 85 % of the population is infested with some kind of parasite,and many don't know it. Nobody is talking about it.
You, on the other hand, are fortunate to be aware of the problem, and are on your way to recovery.