"The line "worried that we couldn't pick things up" made me think of 'picking things up' mentally, psychicly."
I think you could be right, I think that is something that is bothering me.
I have been reading lots of the mayan astrology, went to your website and printed the stuff for White Self-Existing Dog, its all quite fascinating and inspiring. But I think some parts of me are having a hard time believing that i can be in any way "special" if you know what i mean, so me being worried that i cant "pick things up" mentally or psychicly is definately true. I am worried that although it seems i have something, i wont know how to use it.
But perhaps with a little guidance and help i will get there, but i will have to wait! Being in a small town in Slovakia is a little limiting sometimes, i dont have access to even a health food store... aargh!
Then again, maybe i will be able to sort it out with everyone on curezones help!