Yeah it's weird I want total freedom but my retarded self craves the dominance and control issues of a relationship almost like a drug. Note to self "definitely change that perspective" I think the greatest love we can muster here is in the act of forgiveness. It allows you to expand on and appreciate what you did not previously. Yet I believe there is a Higher Love on another plane that is coming that is without the pain.
Oh I was wondering when we should try another hand at the transormation reading.. before or after June 8?