I've really been trying to work on this one,
its very confusing to me...
Let's see, how did I feel about this man
when I dated him....
Well, none of my family or friends liked
him, they all thought he was using me, most
likely for money. Funny, b/c I was a poor
college student! But he was fighting for custody
of his young daughter at the time, so all
his money was going there.
I liked him because he really pampered me
on a physical and emotional level. He wanted to
marry me, which is why I broke it off- I knew
I couldn't go there. And we were both REALLY young!
I have no regrets about it, but I think my relationships
since then have been with women who emotionally shut me out- the withdrawers and with-holders, I call them.
I probably remember him fondly as someone who did not do that.
Also (in reality) I'm going to a coworkers wedding this
weekend, so weddings have most likely been on my mind.