Thanks for your thoughts.
You are right that I'm undergoing a major transformation of consciousness lately.
The dream felt incredibly significant to me as well- I woke up feeling total terrror, and felt that the whole thing had really happened. Maybe it did.
I think you're right, too, about my only trusting what I see/feel in the physicial world, and that being a struggle for me right now- accepting the spiritual world as being of central significance, that it IS reality, instead of a 'hobby' or something I might think about in my spare time.
The anger of Jesus scared me, but your idea of it being my own frustration seems on target.
Thanks again for taking the time to read and respond.
I love this forum!