Four years ago, I discovered I have a urge for sex and usually within 2 days after that urge I will have my period. Is this part of the PMS symptom? Besides this PMS symptom, I have uncontrolled crying on the day before my period. I could not help not feeling sad and can cry for 1 to 2 hours. Then, the next day my period will come. So I know exactly when my period will come. Now, I am trying to take fish oil to see if I do not have enough oil in the brain, so I am so depressed.
As I am a Christian, I found the Bible helpful that I read the verses I like or the verse for that day for 5 times whenever PMS Depression hit me. However, I still cry like crazy and think about all the miseries in my life just on those 2 days before period, if I am not careful. I have to take all the will power to get out of crying and mediate on His Word. However, crying seemed to be more appealing at those time that it is not easy for me to take action before the devil named Depression to get me. Afterwards when period came, I felt this PMS is funny----first it wants to have sex, how will having sexual relief generate progesterone (male hormones ) if my progesterone is low and estrogen is high? Then, my body wants to cry even though my logic told me not to but I can't control my brain. Afterwards, it feels scary that I don't want to be like some women who killed their children because of post-natrum depression, but I start to understand sometimes a logical and educated mind can't control the chemicals of the body. Let me know if there is thoughts on this PMS symptom. And I need prayers to fight this PMS symptom. Thanks.