oh *smile* yes my health i salmost entirely improved now 8)

thanks to ask 8)
i just have left now, the discipline to continue to work form ehre.... and i will.
i was jstu sayign i hav etoo amny other areas of life..that involve a great deal of my time..i fi truly wan tto se growht in them..
and htey are veyr imporotan t tome..
to seet tehm aside woudl mean i deny myself the focus i wan tto amintain to reach those goals..
and worse / i towudl mean tha tanyoen invonved withme woudl lose out if i chose to follow my goals and they wee not willing to be supportiv eof them..
i guess i touwl d be nice to find soemoen that ahd simialr goals/ or was comfortableevn ein thems sevles to understand and reach a compromise.. when i do my thing/ they do ther thigs etc...
so tha twe both woudl reach our lif egaols..
but it is my epxereince tha theere are very fe wout there of like mind.. and to me it owudl be a waste of tiem to try to pursue findign soemoen liek tat.. when it is most probalby i would not. And iwan t to do with my tiem in productive areas fo rme/
8)
it is not a NEED that i feel has to be fulfille dto be veyr ahppy with the lif ei have 8) i don't feel iam missin gout on anything at all.. i ahve lot s of thigns tha ti grealtyenjoy doign adn iahve spent most of my life entertianign mysle fanyhow.. so a underlyign nee dofr companion ship isn't really there at all 8) Tweet