I understand everything that you wrote. I guess my problem is that I let myself get depressed and think that he doesn't love me because he won't have sex with me when I want him to. But I know he's exhusted from doing what he does. Other than this sex barrier, our lives really are great (so I guess I should just quit complaining). We have so much fun together, whether its just playing a computer game or wrestling or whatever. I hope he's not worrying too much; he doesn't seem to be. I stay home with the baby but I also work from home to help him out. This weekend was nice because he had the extra time off from work. We got to "play" and that's all I need every once in awhile :-).
Thanks for your input.