Hang on - it will get better. What you are describing is very much what I experienced. I would recommend that you cut back on whatever you are doing so you are not in such a "healing crisis." Take it slowly. If you had the luxury of going to a spa and not having to work, then you could go for it. But when you have to function in the world, going to work every day and a new job at that - better to cleanse more gradually. You'll still get where you want to go.
Sounds like you are very sensitive - honor that. Be well.