I have trust issues and I've been a horrible jealous fool to a really decent man. It's been about a year now that I've been driving him and myself nuts about all that crap. He's sick of it and we're over.
I still love him so much though and the fact that this is my doing makes it so much worse. What do I do with these feelings I have? I just want to be over it and move on, but it hurts very badly. I had no idea it could hurt like this. My whole world seems to be crashing slowly and I'm helpless.
Sorry about the drama, but I just can't seem to cope with this pain at the moment.