Re: thinker writes ANOTHER novel... sorry

Thanks thinker. It's hard for me to focus on anything else except my heartache at the moment. I'm trying though and I'm even forcing myself to go on a date Saturday. I don't really want to, but I figure it'll be good for me to get out and try and move on.

I'm still in love with him. I think about him and miss him constantly. I guess this is my problem. I'm dwelling too much.

I have abondonment issues since my dad died at age 3. I'm too needy. I understand this turns people off, but I am who I am.

I'm working on liking myself and working on enjoying my alone time. It's hard, but I imagine it'll all work out eventually. And if it doesn't, well, then it doesn't.

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