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Re: you got used dude
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Re: you got used dude

You know whats funny. When I talk about all this I come across as in a good place. I know logically why things probably happened. But inside however, I am in pure hell. I barely sleep. I eat maybe once a day. I thought I had it all figured out. I thought I had found the perfect girl for me. Maybe I did, but the hardest part for me to accept is that even if she was the perfect girl for me, maybe I wast't the perfect guy for her. I still can't accept that. My whole life felt so secure laid out in front of me. I felt more confident than I had even been in my life. Every day as I drove along listening to our favorite music, I thought "wow, I finally have it all." Everything was perfect for the first time in my life. Then I get in a stupid arguement and yell into a cellphone and everything is gone instantly. Just gone. I feel like I have been hit by a Mack truck. Once again, logically I know that eventually the pain will pass and the confidence will return, but right now that time seems so far off it looks completly unattainable.

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