I hear you. The pain is unbearable. All I want to do is sleep so I won't have to think about it. I found out my ex is up in Boston this weekend partying with friends. Here I sit by myself crying myself to sleep each night. Nothing helps. Friends, family, they are super suportive, but it doesn't make me feel any better. I'm just sick day and night. I'm sure you will get posts on how to keep yourself busy and that time is the only cure, but I bet you won't believe it at this point. I don't. Good luck man. WE will both need it.