you have a good attitude taken. are you still shedding tears dailey?.......did somthing wild the other day. i went and saw an oricle that a friend had been telling me about for years. i dont believe in that stuff but i was so antzy i decided to meet her. She was not given any info on me prior to meeting her. i sat down with her and simply said "talk to me" And boy she did. first thing she said was "your under terrible stress. i see alot of tears" then she said "has someone died and you dont know it? A relationship has died!" She went on to tell me all about my ex and me. She was amazingly accurate. The most important thing she said was "she's never coming back". there is nothing you can do to get her to stay with you." there was much more. i left the place balling. now i even have confirmation from the f**king stars that it's truly over. i think i feel worse........if a year from now i'm out of pain then if i could i'd snap my fingers this second and jump to that point and lose a whole year just to be out of pain.