Re: my healing wound was ripped open again last night

I hear ya. Today I woke up with the shakes. Then I couldn't eat. By lunch I was shot. I think the one thing that makes it worse for both of us is some stupid part of our minds thinks that there is a chance. Well nope there isn't. As long as we think there is though we torture ourselves even more. One thing that I have come up with is this. Even if by some crazy chance we did get back together with these women think about it. It is ruined now. We would NEVER feel secure again. We would always be waiting for this to happen again. Think of the insecurity we would have. It would cause so many fights. It just wouldn't work. You would think it would in the honeymoon period but then you would start to worry and wait. You would never be able to let it go because once you are shocked like this it is impossible to fully trust the person ever again. I know I wouldn't. And yes there are tears here daily. Tweet