It's amazing how logic never helps. Logically I know I will get over this. I also know that it was never meant to be if she can just walk away like she did. But none of this helps when I am at my lowest. I just try to go out as much as possible. Home is bad and I imagine it is the same for you Scotto. I am out with friends or family every night. It won't make you stop thinking of her, but it will distract you a bit. Eventually you won't need it anymore... I hope!!! We shall endure Scotto. We shall...