You don't have to delete or change it because of me. I just suggested it so that you could get some feedback on your problem. Without reading your post I can't give advice on the content, but... if you don't care about your delivery (grammar) does this show in real life the way you approach others? Do you ask things of others that are unreasonable? Do you need to simplify your life and focus on just the key issues, and do you need help finding out what those key issues are?