Your post really touched me. I pray for the peace that passes all understanding for you and your family. My grandma passed away June 2, 2004 and I too was not depressed like the rest of my family was. The night before my grandma passed away I had the most vivid dream of my life. My grandma was in heavan riding in a white car with God and they drove down onto a beach where all her family and friends that went before her were waiting. When she did pass, I too felt her and she was well. Although, I do miss her greatly. Thank you for triggering those memories for me. I digress . . . .