I found Dr. Kelley's interview to be a ray of light, so simple - yet so powerful.
I am glad that you found it useful, perhaps you will benefit from some of his advise.
Having such excruciating pain as you are in, must be so devastating, yet there is so much fight in your words I beleieve that you can do much to improve your current state.
With advise and support from the great people here at Curezone, much is possible. Belief, determination and perseverance coupled with some good protocols should see you through in your quest for better quality of life.