I made my appt. today. The woman sounded shocked that I wanted to have it removed so soon. I told her that if she was around me for 5 minutes that she would understand why. I know what you mean about the boyfriend thing. Mine is loyal but very ready for this thing to come out. Even if by some chance I was being nice and I did feel like having sex, it would hurt so bad and make me feel like I have to pee for hours afterward that my good mood would be GONE!!
I feel better knowing that the person I have been for the past year isn't me. I'm glad that I can be the person I was soon.