Say YES to you and yes to a future with hope.
As difficult as it may feel to leave your current
*comfort* zone, the longer you stay there, the
more you will feel uncomfortable because as Mad
Artist as suggested, you have come to the fork
in the road and now the only decision to be made
is when do you want to leave.
Don't look back. Keep focused on looking ahead
and visualize the life you want for yourself.