What is it all about...

The meaning of life, post NDE, has been rather surreal in that life in a body doesn't seem very real once you know that most of what is going on around you will be absolutely forgotten...but knowing this... I still do forgettable things... I do attempt to do more that survives this life...

Most everything in the physical world seems rather abstract to me since my NDE. I am certain that knowing what makes it beyond this world gives me advantages when I am helping or serving others but when I act from a place of selfishness....which I do more than not... I find myself in a battle between my body, mind and my soul to capture my attention... I long for what others want that is physical but I know that anything that dies is not real. It is this absolute knowledge I have of this forever place, that makes it easier to put my energy into building my life beyond the constructs of this world, yet my body yearns for that which dies and my mind is also not at peace with my soul's taking the front seat...

From my NDE I saw the future on the molecular level. In it I see mankind and the rest of the organism that is earth at a critical position in time. In this time, souls are entering bodies that are often full of incredible brutality and alternately other bodies are overflowing with loving kindness... Finding our way home to love while we live should be our journey even if we start with a cruel and mean spirit... If we find our way to love then we should find a way to share it with our talents and gifts.

Mankind to me is on the verge of a great awakening but I see so much brutality before then... The struggle is meaningless because the framework of love is all that matters and love is all there is when the smoke clears... but in the middle of time, I sometimes get caught up in the illusion of a struggle and allow my body and mind to consume...

While my soul doesn't want to allow unloving concessions...my body begins to rebel and throws a fit and begins to reject living when it does not get what it wants... If my soul gets only what is eternal...my body does not... and my mind will also rebel and focus on what dies... Somehow through it all, my mind has allowed me to talk about my NDE... because my mind has been made a slave(although somewhat rebelious)to my soul... still... my mind will take orders from my body...even though my soul knows that it is wasting thoughts...but it is a tricky deal for my body and mind to keep my soul from just wanting to go home if it is not getting enough eternal in this life...

I know that probably makes no sense but I try to be as raw as possible... I may come back and revisit this if it is really too out there... Is there anything else I can try to answer from my NDE perspective? Love really is the answer to every question...but we need to forgive our body and mind as long as they are not being brutal to others... Avoid causing harm to other souls and spirits as much as possible... love as best you can...enjoy as many sunrises and sunsets as you can...love when you could have been cruel...
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