I am so sorry you and your boyfriend broke up- this IUD makes us craZY!! I almost lost my husband as well, but I had the Mirena removed about 3 weeks ago and I am feeling like 80% better. What kind of thoughts were you having? I thought I was the only one. I felt like I couldn't control my thoughts at all which scared me. I never wanted to be alone with my 2 kids who I love more than anything in the world. I felt like I couldn't take care of them. I wish I never got the Mirena put in, if I had found this site earlier, I probably wouldn't have. I hop to hear from you, let me know how you are feeling once you get it removed. Good luck!!