I thought that the bible verse was a perfect answer to your question. you say tht you read the bible, so you better start reading like you never read before and do what it says. thats the only way you will survive. you can't escape this by going somewhere. this is not about location its about what master you serve and how you live your life. focus on the forums here to get off those meds. you are already dying a slow death by being on scripts.