dear friends have no words to descripe my feelins now seeing those stories of people sufferin from the same undestroyable life,energy mindblowin destructive things,i call them imaginables cause they belong to my imagination they say(haha wish it is true)its terrorizing me for about 4 or 5 years and is drivin me and my poor cat crazy.almost lost my believe and courage to get healed being so tired it ruins my body and mind,my house,clothes,garden and social life.oke don,t want to be so pathetic but its so overwelming reading your stories,by the way i'm livin in the netherlands,thanks for sharing,love for you