It’s sure a narrow tightrope women want men to walk between being confident and being cocky. I haven’t gotten it figured it out yet. Women don’t give you long to practice before you get sent walking so I’m finding it tough to get better. I have three older brothers, no sisters, so I feel as though I ought to be alright at acting like a man but they never gave me any guidance in this regard (or many others really). My father wasn’t such a great role model in this regard either, but he was quite old when I came around so I try to not hold it against him. What should a guy do if another ...
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Who cares! You should tell her to wear a plaid cheerleader skirt next time. See if she likes that too. They sell ball gags at adult novelty stores too. Those are those things where you can’t breathe. Maybe she would like you to have sex with her with a ball gag in your mouth? Or perhaps just some lovely scented candles.   [End]
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depends on a number of things. how old are you and your fiance?   [End]
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I’m just curious about this thing I keep hearing from different sources that claims that women have increased sex drive as they get to their mid to late 30s? True for most or just some women?   [End]
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the night after I posted this something really poignant and negative happened to me involving what troubles me the most in my life right now. it was beyond just the negative thinking I mean something real happened. I’m afraid I’m not comfortable explaining what it was yet but it was the kind of thing that makes you feel like the biggest loser in history. the good news is that i didn’t kill myself, obviously, I guess I never really get too close. what i said about my parents has always stopped me before I ever really get too close to taking actions towards suicide. I don’t know ...
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Hi All, I want to kill myself again. I feel really bad cause it’s gonna bum out my parents and they’re already dealing with some hard stuff but you know they’ll probably be dead in not too many more years themselves so that’s ok right? Does anyone have any tips for me on the best way I can do it?   [End]
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what’s worse a few little child rapes or a war that kills millions of babies? the war! you are the one who likes the war andyou should get punished for 8 years in prison !   [End]
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Sounds like she said Kenny. She was probably thinking about him, imagining it was him or maybe just focusing on a memory of him. It doesn’t necessarily mean she is still in love with him. It doesn’t necessarily mean she wants to drop you and get back with him. It doesn’t even necessarily mean she often thinks about him when she is with you. All it means is that she was thinking of him at that time. If you want to be a man for her and not come off like an insecure baby then you won’t make a big deal about it. Cripes he was her boyfriend for 4 years. If she does it again then you can ...
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One time my sexual partner approached my ass for some reason (I was lying stomach down) and I farted in her face and she said ”ugh” and I said ”sorry”. When you are nervous your sphincter muscles loosen.   [End]
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hahaha. you go girl. keep on rockin in the free world.   [End]
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when you wake up you’re the same!   [End]
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there is nothing i want to see in people magazine or in reality tv   [End]
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Video games are so violent. I just heard about this game where you chase people with a can of gasoline and matches to burn them alive. TV shows are so violent. It’s all crime scene investigation and degrading people in reality tv. It’s awful. But Janet Jackson’s nipple is a national outrage. Howard Stern is the most popular ”disc jockey” on radio but his show is all about degrading women and degrading black people. 40% of the national budget goes towards building weapons and bombs. When did our culture go insane? I hate it. When you put all the crap behind you do you stop hatin ...
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Can you talk about any of your own life experiences with this Daizy or are you one of the lucky seekers who did not have to go through it?   [End]
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I really would like to commit suicide but my problem is it’s probably going to upset my parents. Wondering if anyone has any suggestions on what I should do here?   [End]
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well that sounds like it’s what you have needed and i’m glad the future’s looking brighter for you. i have had no trouble shedding relationships, whoo boy. i’m just holding on to a little seed of good intention through a long winter but it’s almost time to plant and start watering. god’s plans sure do unfold in unexpected ways sometimes but i really can’t find security in it cause I know so many people who it looks like haven’t had happy endings. good luck with the 6 hour kundalinis too!   [End]
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hi karlin, interesting read. i agree with most of your points but I don’t have an overwhelmingly positive attitude about the drug or what I mean to say is I believe there is another set of effects it has that are around equally negative in sum as those you have listed. the main thing I think is it puts you far into the mental side of existence. which would be fine because there’s lots of people who could use a little less physical productivity such as dropping bombs on iraqis and beating up homosexuals and more mental activity. but because of the high, it has a tendency to draw peop ...
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I briefly checked out the message boards and the alchemical quiz. The message board topics are interesting but Curezone has most of the same ones and way more contributors. I took the quiz and at the end I thought the result was quite accurate but I read some of the other possible results and they all seemed kinda right too. I read that one question about the difference between the dreamspell and classical mayan calendar and my answer I’m inclined to say it’s evidence that it’s all bs. Tracey had a good explanation of it a year ago on this board though saying that they each represent ...
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anyone know? :(   [End]
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Hi daizy, Thanks for posting that it was a good read. Where’d they get 21 days from? That sounds like religion to me and the past life programming sort of terminology sounds like scientology or some other religion. To me it should be like ”it will take x days where z is the amount you are messed up and f is how hard you try to block out your negative thoughts and x is a function of z, my star-children.”   [End]
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Say it ain’t so. Popular new age prophecy website What’s Up On Planet Earth has converted to a pay subscription service. For the quarterly subscription rate of $25.00 you can listen to audio recordings of Karen Bishop’s incredible Earth-transformational explanations instead of reading them. I cracked a smile when she offered a premium audio subscription service a couple months ago but now she’s gone and switched the whole thing except for a monthly text sampler to a pay audio format. I say God Bless Karen Bishop and all those customers who are getting something from her service but I ...
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”....What is happening I think is nothing less than an awareness that the most appropriate way to talk about the [intellecky] on this planet and to admit that the goddess worship that was repressed by the rise of the patriarchal religions is now ...it’s return is necessary. I don’t want to say that the patriarchal interlude which lasted to three thousand years wasn’t necessary, i think it was necessary, but the fear will go out of the bomb when the hand that rocks the cradle holds the bomb, and all the bad little boys of the 19th and the 20th century who’ve been fiddling with their che ...
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It seems to me like Curezone’s webmaster just wants to help heal people through natural medicines and whatnot. I mean, I don’t even know who Curezone’s webmaster is, but maybe he or she is prejudiced and if so perhaps reading all this will help them!   [End]
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I tried to manipulate space time through psychic projection of the reality I wanted to create....and I thought to myself well let my purchase on this day [on my birthday] until the day I sell it do one of two things.... trace the path my life has taken in the past rotationduration (this time period for me I have calculated to be roughly two and a half years] that, or make it trace the path my life will take in the next two and a half years (because I feel I’m on or near the cusp of that change) So I focused on that and it did exactly the mental picture I have of the past two years o ...
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people are concerned about oil production meeting demand today. well, or at least into the near future wall street just took a tumble this past week when oil hit $60/barrell for the first time ever. I think it’s quite a safe bet that in 7 years time concerns about oil production will be much greater and many industries will be in big trouble. (isn’t 7 years a very very long time, it seems so to me) all of that not taking into account any change in the natural environment caused by continued burning of oil. so in my mind this one indicator at least appears to be on track to meet a h ...
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Hi Michelle, Hey let me tell you it’s ok to be sad. For me, I talk for myself alone, when I get sad about stuff like that I notice it’s cause there’s nothing ”interesting” going on in my life. Like the way my culture, American culture defines interesting...having sexual intercourse with a partner. making real estate deals in a metropolitan area. an exciting physical hobby like surfing or rollerblading. All that is garbage, worse than garbage, well who cares anyway. Roadkill is sad too. I see chipmunk splattered on the road everyday on my way in to work and they make me sad cause I ...
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Hi Tracey, Good to hear you again. It sounds like this place you went to is nice and I wish I could see it, and go for a swim in the warm ocean. As you said in the the thread above about the Saggitarius moon it is good to experience nature often. I have not been in nature so much since i got this job. I think you are right about this dream that the zombies didn’t each represent big things but rather small things like individual ideas or thoughts. If I had to pick the dream I have the most often it’d be these zombie nightmares. check out this one I copied down from last Jan, ...
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Hi, Thanks for the interpretation. I like what you say about the zombies and what you say about the woods. Both of those assesments really do seem to fit my life. I have spent two years alone in the woods now. During this time I have made lots of efforts to get back on with life again. Gotten back into exercise routines for a couple weeks, then abandoned them. Moved in with a friend for a month (did this twice). Gotten a job, quit after a month (did that twice too)... Gotten into an artistic creative mode for a couple weeks, then that disolves.... these efforts never last long en ...
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Hi Azalea, Thank you for sharing all that. I agree with the stuff Andreas said about not being able to love others sincerely until we love ourselves. The rest of what he says about past lives higher selves planning our lives events between lives and all that I really have no idea if that’s right or wrong. If I believed in that stuff 100% it would change me I’m sure, but I’m skeptical about it. Everything in the new age is telling people positive stuff about how our true nature is angelic, not animal, and that all our struggling is not in vain, and that when we die we go on...and ...
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Hi Marj, I’m glad things worked out better for you when you confronted your pursuer. When there’s something bad happening in my dreams it never gets better. If they catch me, it’s all over, fear intensity goes critical and I wake up breathing heavy. Coincidentally the Page-A-Day Dream Calendar from the 10th talked about knives: ”DREAM IMAGES Knife A knife is a threat, no doubt about it. It cuts food, objects, even human beings. However, in your dreams, even when blood is spouting and someone is hurt, the knife is only slicing through a psychic barrier. If you’re being chased ...
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Hi ayehasherayah, I don’t know if it’s right. Some of it sounds right. THe part about feeling like everyone els eis xerperincing life except me. That sounds like how I feel. I don’t know if I believe in dream interpretation. Most of my dreams are totally random and chaotic. I really really want to be someone better than who I am but I have noone. I have no friends. 0. And I just feel so depressed, like even if I do make myself better, accomplish my dreams, I will have noone to enjoy better times with. I am alone, for so long now, and it’s terrible. I might make friends alon ...
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haha. I think we’ll just let the zombies lie where they fell.   [End]
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well it’d be interesting to ask Tracey if she dreamed about ringing out groceries at Walmart on that day. somehow I doubt it. Did you know ring around the rosey is actually something that comes from the days of the bubonic plague..something about the skin lesions the plague caused. What a cheery thought that is, eh?   [End]
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The only way I can make my dreams cease is by smoking marijuana. Sometimes I welcome that effect, as well as the effect of hazing out memory. My life is sad sad sad whether I dream, or don’t dream, smoke, or don’t smoke.... and whenever I’ve been successful at lucid dreaming, I wake myself up from it out of excitement ( and I guess also out of being so angry knowing that when something good happens it’s only a dream, only a fake illusion)   [End]
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I wish I could learn from my dreams. It seems to me only a small minority where they are coherant enough that I can put together some sort of symbolism towards my real life.   [End]
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Another zombie nightmare this morning There was this strange backstory involved. I can’t remember enough of what happened to make it worth telling...but eventually I found myself out in the woods in the evening. There were zombies coming out of the trees, but they were the very slow kind. They were coming towards me from different directions, but I had a sithe, and a sturdy axe, and it was easy to throw a swing and sever their heads from their decaying necks when they got close enough. So I was doing just that. But the interesting thing was that they didn’t die the moment they got ...
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This was from my page-a-day calendar I receive in my email inbox each day. I really can’t imagine how they came up with this thing about causing addiction and obsession. Just curious if anyone had any opinions on this: USING YOUR DREAMS Lucid Dreaming: The Naysayers Though lucid dreaming has many fans, some experts vehemently oppose the exercise. They say a dream is a gift from the unconscious, and interfering with it only continues the daytime repression of your true self. Worse still, they say squelching your dreams could cause imbalances like addiction or waking obsessions.
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The epsom salt successfully gave me severe diarrhea but I didn’t pass any stones. I should say instead of extra virgin olive oil i just tried olive oil and I should say instead of grapefruit juice it was lemon juice and there was no htc capsule or whatever... but you know, the epsom salt is very reliable. diarhhea. you betcha. full fledge liquid diarrhea.   [End]
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I would like to try this again. Last time I tried was 10 months ago and I had diarrhea but no stones came out. How do I know if I even have stones? I am 24 yr old male. Maybe I don’t have stones??   [End]
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If a woman started going near my anus I’d be pretty disgusted...   [End]
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I would go to your husband and say ”hey, I know about your dumb email affair. I love you very much and I want it to end. I want you to apologize to me, and I apologize for everything bad I ever did to you. I love you with all my heart and I know we are destined to be together forever and we can get the love back like it was when we decided to get married because honey, I know that spark is still there and we can get it back if we just try hard enough. I love you baby, I love you!!!”   [End]
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i mean no dirty touching? no mouths going to intimate places?   [End]
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It’s one thing I’ve noticed from my limited experiences is that women generally prefer night sex and men are more into morning sex. We break our backs at our jobs. Women wouldn’t understand that but you always expect us to be able to keep it going for you for 40 minutes at the end of a long day. And then they make snide comments. Anyway, just keep that in mind but it does sound like he is being immature about it.   [End]
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I mean, you just gotta be honest about this with him ASAP. If looks matter to him, they matter to him... that doesn’t necessarily mean he’s a bad guy but if your friend’s a supermodel and you’re Rosie O’Donnell he’s gonna be upset.   [End]
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Playing games with guys who are looking for relationships is mean. I hope you feel less insecure about your breakup now, you should just admit to him that you were just looking for some dick and apologize and hope he understands.   [End]
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Male You make some good points but I think your arguments may be biased the other way. The thing about guys wanting to do what they see in p 0 r n is an exception, not the rule, and when they do in some cases it’s positive. Let’s say for example some couple only ever do it missionary but the guy says hey let’s try some other positions I saw in this video and they try it and end up enjoying it, or bring in a blindfold, or drip candlewax etc. etc. well guess what.. they just enhanced their sex lives. I am turned off by anal sex, though I’ve seen in p 0 r n, however I know there are l ...
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You are snubbing 95% of all men on this planet. Your wife wants a threesome with another woman and you are having a difficult time with the decision? What’s going on here?   [End]
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Why is it that sometimes people on internet message boards think they are so important and wise that they ask other people to interview them and try to make it seem like they are doing everyone else a favor?   [End]
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I like your response, there you go girl Shane   [End]
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I put on my sexy humpty humpty shoes. Then I put a little REO Speedwagon on the record player. I say to my old lady ”hey, now it’s time for sexy good fun!” I spank her 10 minutes then she has to go home because work early.   [End]
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for most guys. i’m a guy. p 0 r n is a turn on. it makes us horny. it’s only a problem if someone NEEDs the p 0 r n in order to become horny.   [End]
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If your husband/boyfriend wanted to watch straightforward but graphic pornography with you would you? What about if it were the kind where the actresses dress as schoolgirls, with pigtails etc?   [End]
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Sometimes dreams are like you are experiencing something and watching yourself experiencing yourself something at the same time. This was one of those dreams. There was a dog show. All these adults showing off their dogs. One of them was a little girl with a little pink pig on the end of her leash. It seemed to me a very dark eveil that the pig was there but noone else seemed to realize it was different from the dogs. The pig gave birth to a little black warthog and the hog was a vessel for the devil.(yes) The devil realized I saw him and so he ran at me, jumped high up through the ...
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