How do you stop something you feel you have always done? How do you begin to fix something that you feel keeps everything on track? Is it even possible when you let it go beyond your control? I have been cutting for 2 years now. I have gone through the ups and downs from I want to stop to I dont want to ever stop. I finally gave up on recovering because its not what I want. I cant stop cutting. It is the one thing I can always rely on. The one thing that no matter what will always make me feel better. There is just something about it that gives you that instant relief of pain and replaces ...   read more