Fledging that message deserves an RRR or something! That meant so much to me. Thank you for your words of wisdom. I am glad you are a part of this forum- you make it so much stronger. People like you don't always come around every day but it is such a blessing when they do. You brought tears to my eyes. I have faith that someone that has been through as much life as you have has exactly the right words for someone like me! I am so glad to see you back on the forum- you were missed- i noticed it and i haven't even been around here that long! :)